If only carrot can run…

The higher your position, the bigger your responsibility. The larger your salary, the bigger worries and tasks you have to shoulder. And I think I m not a strong enough person. My shoulder is too small, I can’t carry too much loads. That’s how I felt.

When I started out as a fresh graduate, my job was easy and straight forward. I dont have to worry much and I can sleep peacefully. But now, ppl expectation with me has grown exponantially. I like the rewards given, although it will be better if I have more benefits. But I felt that I might not be able to cope in the responsibility-wise.

My EQ is not high enough, I get easily disturbed when things goes wrong. Depending on the scale of the problem, I might rise back easily if it is a small issue. Else I just force myself not to think about it, pretending it doesn’t exist till when I am forced to deal with it. It’s not a good way to deal it but I’ve yet to find a way to handle it efficiently.

I hope, one day, I’ll be a calm person when it comes to dealing problems, small or big. Like the sea, calm & peaceful.