If only carrot can run…

I woke up late, around 9pm. I have to standby at cust’s place, at ACA, Sunway Pyramid. It opened at 10.30am but I only reached around 11.20am. I struggled to kept my eyes opened. The night before was horrible. I received a not-so-great news and I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I didn’t sleep well, both on Fri & Sat night.

So, at the cust place, I tried my best to deliver the training and put up a smile. The two nice ladies complaint about the new system, as expected. For them, it makes their life more difficult, to use a completely new system. But they’ll get use to it, I assured them, but to no avail. I did all I could, but I think my tired-ness showed. They asked me to go back and rest and said they’ll figure out themselves.

After finishing with the training, I went off. The parked-cab drivers marked up a high flat rate. I refused to give-in and finally managed to hail a passing by cab. He used to drive bus in Singapore and complaint the rudeness of Malaysian drivers. And we had a miscommunication and he turned the wrong turn but he’s indeed a polite driver. Glad to be home and tried to sleep as I was so tired but I couldn’t.

I felt so lonely that I called up many of my friends to chat. I immersed into a grey world, just laying there for two hours and it actually felt secured. Later, feeling much better, I watched TV and read magazine and ate potato chips for dinner. Had huge insomnia. Off the light at 12 but I was still tossing at 1am plus.

Then managed to doze into the dreamland, but not too long before a crawly insects creeped on my arm and I jumped up immediately. In the dark, I could only identify the black, disgusting insect, I think it’s cockroach.. Yeee… That was about 1.45am and I think I stayed up till 3am. Up by 8am and called my mother. Breakfast with KW at 9am and brother came around 11.20am. Another Sunday.

I crossed my fingers and switched on the PC. It’s working fine for 15 minutes now. God, bless my pc. I think in our prayers everyday, (or every week) we always forget (or it never cross our mind) to ask the God to bless our PC.

We always said, bless my family, friends & I. But we missed the PC, which is one of the most important part in our life (or my life, at least~)

So, bless the PC~~~

It’s a comedy. Yes, a comedy. No, it’s not a horror movie. Yes, I am certain. It has more funny and hilarious scene rather than horror scene. No, hardly any scary parts. No, the ghost face are not scary. The story line was quite lousy. The ending wasn’t good. Only good thing about the movie is it’s funny Yeah, it’s sure is funny. No, not as funny as Hitch. Yes, funnier than Lemony Snicket’s. Yes, watching VCD should be enough.

What happened?I thought they promised me heaven, it will be fast, smooth and a lot of space for me after formatting.

After so long and much consideration, I finally agreed.

But what happened? Why does my monitor goes blank after 2 minutes?

Why does it keep restarting?

Why couldnt I copy out my precious files? Isn’t it bad enough that I forgot to save my address book and my Inbox was gone?

So, what happened? What goes wrong? Where does it goes wrong? Is it me? Have I done something bad?

Never mind, I’ll try again the next day. Now, I’m drained..

“Format your pc lar”, this is one of the most frequent phrase that my colleagues will say to me for the past ONE YEAR! No way! I will bear with it, no matter how slow it was, although I was still complaining. It has 512MB of RAM~

But only 10Gb of hard disk. So, I always have to delete files and sacrifice some unimportant programs. Disk CleanUp program was launched frequently and so was Disk Defragmenter. For one year, I wouldn’t let anyone change my mind.

They threatened me, “One day, when u go home, we will format it for u”. But fear not, I know they would not. Today,  with my head’s down, my heart’s ache, my tears streaming, I surrendered. (no tears, just to exaggerate.. hehe) I copied all my files to the server and start to format.

It’s gone, it’s all gone. I am now sitting at my colleague’s pc, typing all these, while my beloved pc is being brainwashed, everything will be gone. GONE… Swept away, by the ocean, blow away, by the wind, only memories will stay. I will remember you~ But, but, but… but..it’s ok! I’ll have a brand new system~ YEAH~~ Whoooshh~

Suppose to leave M’cca with my frens’ on Sunday night, but since it was raining heavily, my mother asked me to go back the next morning instead. I considered it seriously. My superior won’t be in office tomorrow. ‘A tale of two sisters’ (Korean award-winning horror movie) was showing at 9.30pm and I would definitely miss it if I go back on Sunday night. So, it wasn’t a hard decision.

I stayed and my brother’s bought the ticket for Monday 7am ticket to KL~ =D

P/S : Turn out the movie was too slow for my liking. Every 6 minutes, there would be an advertisment breaks. So, I switched off the tv less than an hour after that…

Some day, I’ll feel so productive, I’ll switch off the MSN and do a lot of work, non stop and feel real good about myself. But on the other days, I just feel sluggish and wish I am at home and chat nonstop, feel that the clock is not moving and bored.

I wondered what triggers the productivity? Is it hormone? Or is it the weather? Or is it has to do with the presence of my manager? Could it be my dressing of the day? Like on Wed, I felt like a pile of rubbish, I hardly do any work and even my trainee could sense it! Then she’ll asked me ‘what are you doing now’?

And I’ll start to create some un-existence work. But y’day, I was in a very good-employee-mood, so I switched off the MSN and work like I never work before~ It makes me feel so good but it’s hard to trigger it today~